For the last few years, whenever she's announced an event that involves me, Nina has used expressions like
"somewhat reclusive," "semi-reclusive," "kind of
reclusive," and so on. The
most recent one, though, was my favorite:
"approachably reclusive."
What she means, I think, is that when I do show up, I like
hanging around and talking with people.
Enough dedicated fans turn up to see me read that the activity seems to
be worthwhile for all of us (or maybe they are just curious whether anyone who writes like that can actually
sign his name, or remember to hold the book right side up?), and I usually
enjoy visiting with them and hanging around, though I'm a pretty dull guy in
real life, and often find that once we're in a personal conversation, my readers are more interesting to me
than I am to them.
I don't think that's false modesty; they're always seeing
things in my books that I didn't know I'd put in, or taking off on tangents
more interesting than anything I'd thought of, and I seem to pull in readers
from eccentric backgrounds with interesting personal stories.
The rest of the crowd, usually, is my friends (and some of
them are now relatives, since I recently married into a large family of people
who read), and only a few of my friends are writers (many of them don't read
much). I acquired them over the
decades from school, work, or church, or living down the hall, from dating
their sisters or joining a volunteer political organization with them, and
about all they have in common with each other is that I like their
company. Usually after the reading
part, if I can, I like to circulate and introduce new people to each other –
too many interesting people in the world have not met – and do all that meet
and greet stuff.
Then I go to a nearby pizza place, consume a couple glasses
of wine and half a pizza, go to bed early, and avoid seeing anybody other than
family for a couple days to recover.
For me, a big dose of people demands huge amounts of energy, especially
interacting with them – I find performing much easier, and am much less drained
when I speak, sing, or act for a crowd of a thousand than when I spend an
afternoon in the bar making conversation with five people I don't know.
So there you have it.
Approachably reclusive. I
have a large circle of friends and a biggish family and hardly any of them have
any interest in, or anything to do with, books, science fiction, marketing
research, theatre, or anything else I do professionally. Hey, my grandfather was an enameler in
a bathtub plant, and a man with seemingly millions of friends (at least from
what I remember, trailing behind him to social events when I was very small),
and I don't remember him ever talking about bathtubs or enamel. I'll talk but prepare for it to be
dull.
I love getting mail, though, and although I'm a highly unpredictable
correspondent, I usually write
back, though in some cases it can take disgracefully long periods of time.
So, here we are:
•An invitation to occasional correspondence about almost
anything, even writing and books.
(I'm not activating comments because I am unwilling to spend time and
energy on making you all play nice with each other, defending what I
happen to say so as not to appear
to endorse your silly objections by silence, or responding to anything
promptly. I'll try to do
occasional mailbag roundups whenever enough material has come in that I think
is interesting, and I feel like doing that instead of working).
•A bit of that self-promotion that all us writer types are
supposed to do constantly nowadays.
(I just wish I had a self to promote, as that would doubtless make it
easier; my consciousness resembles a meditating monk with severe monkey mind,
except without the monk). There'll
be a pointer over in the sidebar or somewhere to tell you where to buy stuff
connected with me, and I'll mention things as they become available, but I
figure we can stay fairly commercial-free here.
•A sort of central clearinghouse for my other more
specialized blogs; I intend to develop a few other projects by blogging them
(in some cases with comments turned on), and I'll refer to those here as I
start them. I'm thinking something
about massaging data and analytics/metrics, a couple book projects that I'll
probably develop interactively on line, and something or other about the
book-doctoring work I've done as a sideline for many years. "Approachably Reclusive" is
where you'll find pointers to all that.